I live life,weather its a good life or not is totally in my hands. I move on a lot. I start over a whole lot. I want to be alive when I wake up. I overanalyze. I think things have more meaning then they really do. I am a baby when it comes to old wounds. yeah did I mention I am I hypocrite?? I always think things are going to change like out of nowhere and I'm not coming to grips with that never happening. I'm not a shy person,I talk a lot and i like big crowds. I'm the type of person who can give good advice to others, but when it comes to myself I don't know what to do. I'm the type of person who doesn't get mad easily. I'm the type of person who will bottle all of their emotions up until I can't take it anymore. I'm the type of person who does everything for others and get nothing in return. I'm the type of person who gives up way too easily. I'm the type of person who will love someone unconditionally even if they screw me over. I'm really good at pretending to be happy.